#MicroblogMondays - Going for It

Change is hard for me. Like dragging by my hair (maybe feet, my hair isn't long enough) kicking and screaming hard. I hate it, yet I do it because in order to stay challenged and not stagnate, I must embrace change.

I'm going for the non-technical program manager position that I've been auditioning for 2 months. The vacancy announcement is out, and all I have to do is fill out the insanely long application, wait a month for it to get through HR, hopefully get interviewed, and then wait who-knows-how-long to hear a yea or nea. This means that I have to go back to my current technical engineering job and keep moving my projects forward like nothing is happening....

The stress of this decision must have a lot with how I'm feeling lately. I'm way off my game, all up in my head with the shame-filled negative talk and really struggling to keep it all together on the outside.