Hi, I’m Tara.

What started out as a private blog to document our adoption journey has evolved into my journey through therapy, spiritual awakening and whatever I feel like writing. Without our struggles to build a family, I’m not sure I’d be waking up, and for that I’m grateful.

Yeah, Another Day, Another 2 Posts....Really Not Fond of My Report Right Now

We were planning on having a party when our kitchen is done but our friends are currently going through a baby boom. One couple just had a baby, and one couple has one due in Sept and yet another is preggo. Do I really want MY party to be the "new baby" party when my damn baby should be older than theirs, not to mention I should be cooking #2 right now?

Ok, I'm bitter, no party will be had. Fuck it. S and I will get hammered on a school night and celebrate the fact we can still do that. So take that all you new mommies pbbttthhht. Oh and I'm not gonna' have stretch marks either. ha.

Definitely not in the right frame of mind to throw a party. I feel like I'm becoming the infertility-hermit again. I tried to break out of that shell this summer but it's not really working. I refused to go to one baby shower and S wouldn't even go to a friends party last weekend because there were going to be too many kids.

What the heck is ICLW?

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