The upshot is none of my testing has ever pointed to an actual problem with my system. I have normal blood tests. I ovulate (strongly some months). I responded to fertility drugs. I have chronic inflammation in the form of vulv.ar vestib.ulit.is. I have the beginnings of endometriosis. I've had more than my fair share of Y.I.'s. I took Acc.u.tane, I took long term antibiotics when I was a teenager. My uterus is tilted to the left. Do all of these things add up to infertility?
I'll never know what's wrong with me. But hey, I'm "normal".
It sucks and it's not fair. I probably shouldn't admit it but I'm somewhat jealous of women who can point exactly to their cause of infertility. I feel like it would have made it easier to accept and move on instead of the limbo I'll always be caught in.