....and that's why I haven't posted for a little while.  Therapist is wondering about medication.  I'm not exhibiting any characteristics of major depression, but there's a possibility of some mild depression based on a questionnaire.  I already don't have much of a s.e.x drive, so I really want to kill it completely to give my brain a serotonin boost that I may or may not need?

Meanwhile, trying to work through this shit is making me wish I hadn't even started down this road.  Does it always have to get worse before getting better?