The Consultation Emotion

I drove to the same building

Walked into the same door

Got on the same elevator and...

Pushed a different floor

A lump formed in my throat

When the elevator doors opened, taking the first step off was painful.  Feeling like a deer in headlights, I looked around for the suite number and forced one foot in front of the other..

Down the hall, into the offices of C.C.R.M, one floor above my previous R.E.'s office.

What the hell am I doing?