Hi, I’m Tara.

What started out as a private blog to document our adoption journey has evolved into my journey through therapy, spiritual awakening and whatever I feel like writing. Without our struggles to build a family, I’m not sure I’d be waking up, and for that I’m grateful.

Well, We Can Get On With Life

They didn't choose us. After we got a list of questions from them that seemed a little odd, we wondered if we should just withdraw our name. I wasn't feeling it and Scott wasn't feeling it. We had questions of our own that we asked mostly pertaining to medical issues and were not as accommodating as they wanted with visits. Apparently they are looking for weekly visits and there's no way we can handle that with our schedule. So, they found someone who can handle it.

I feel rejected. S doesn't and he gave me shit for taking it personally.  Too bad, it's how I feel even though I had major reservations about the match. 

So, here we are waiting again, and we have to update our home study. Great, another $500 out the window.


Can't Keep A Secret