It eases the worrying, which I fully understand is goddamn selfish of me to say. Yay, she's moving ahead with not raising her child? I gagged writing that. Except, that's my position, right? It's a rather untenable position once you start exploring all sides of adoption and learning what it means for all members of the triad. I am the privileged one. I am the so-called savior. *GAG*
Anyway, still freaking the f-ck out over here, just with less dread I guess.