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Hi, I’m Tara.

What started out as a private blog to document our adoption journey has evolved into my journey through therapy, spiritual awakening and whatever I feel like writing. Without our struggles to build a family, I’m not sure I’d be waking up, and for that I’m grateful.

Soul Speaks Week 3

I realized that in writing about Soul Speaks by weeks, I’m being confusing. It’s mostly by session really since we’re going every other week. Oh well... 

This week, this is what people saw in me: 

Mesmerizing, fabulous, brave, strong, inspiring, vibrant, engaging, brilliant, honest, stunning, daring, deep, wise, rich, powerful, soulful, passionate, soft, generous, beautiful, radiant, Rock steady, tender touch, vulnerable and powerful, infectious brightness, a seed holds all of the universe’s potential, blooming, simultaneously grounded and open, the joy of a 1000 people (in my smile), incredible happiness, beyond

Today was about courage, and damn, I’m now embracing courage and doing the things that scare me.  I talked about things that scare me in this session.

I keep getting this image of “almost” being there. Being ready to explode as in a bottle rocket, a jack in the box, a seed turning into a flower. It was hard to take that in and then I twisted it into, “What if the bottle rocket is never lit?” I think the past couple of weeks have shown me that I need to trust the process, I’m getting there, there isn’t a timeline, I need to slow down and not force my transformation.  

It doesn’t have to be a fight. 

I can transform with grace.  

It will come.  

It’s here, people are already seeing it.  

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